I wanna...

I'm sitting in my cubicle looking out the windows. i'm bored. i'm...ugh.

The other day (or week, not to lie or anything...) i was watching the show Screensavers ...

(a show on Tech TV that has a bunch of immature kids reporting new things in computer hardware, software, games, and all sorts of other techy stuff...yeah, yeah...i know, huh???)

... and they had this one guy on that was a video game programmer. now, his story was that one day he was sitting at his desk, and he all of a sudden realized that he didn't want to be there anymore! he wanted to travel. so he took all his savings and traveled around the world for a year...or two. can't remember.

anyways, he became sorta 'famous' when someone suggested he do his own little dance in front of well known structures or places all around the world. so, he set up a website and took little video clips of himself dancing at these awesome places!

( see his website at www.wherethehellismatt.com )

oh, how cool would that be? to be traveling and seeing the sights?

i'm a gemini. i have a split personality. i want it all...i wanna be free and explore and not worry about tomorrow, just today. at the same time, i wanna life! i want stability and know what tomorrow will hold for me.

i think my boyfriend will have to accept me for who i am and what i want. i want a good man who can contribute, yet someone who will whisk me off to Malaysia for a week.

i want to ride an elephant.

again.

but Marine World barely counts...

so i want to ride an elephant.

and live in london

and italy

and japan

and near my parents.

and have kids and go to their volleyball games and be on the PTA and bake cupcakes for their birthday to bring to c lass

and have a pedicure every week.

i could go on and on you know. :)

somehow, i cheered myself up.

okay. back to the papers on my desk.

oh...and i want to work a manual labor job sometime, too.

am i odd or what??? :)